let me fly~

i wanna go to a very far place...
where the rainbow always in the sky...
cute animals can talk,
flowers beautifully grow,
butterflies won't stop dancing
and the sun never fail to shine...

Home Alone

annyong frens! :)

seyesly hampir sebulan ak tk update any post. I've been through with so many things, till i feel damn lazy to write any post... mmg.. sgt mls... kinda loss appetite on things i like. okeh2,stop abt dat.. ak tulis blog arinie sbb nk ilangkan loneliness gle tebal skrg nih..



sume kwn2 ak dh blk umah.. even kt kiub hostel ak ni (satu kiub ade 4bilik bkongsi toilet), sume org dh blk... tinggal laa ak keseorangan kt sini..
tiket bus aku pukul 9mlm esok, (ahad)...it's my fault tk bli tiket awal2,
so time ak bli tiket dah takde choice. patut aku bley blk hari jumaat lg cuz tkda clas,
tp malangnya tiket yg ak nak tkde.. tinggal ari ahad je.. tinggal klate, phm2 jela..

menolak tuah

apa yg lebih malang lg bile ak menolak tuah...
well i geuss, tu nmenye bkn malang tp bongok kot?

Rabu:-- my mum call tnye mahu tak mama n abah dtg amek kt penang...

mama: jadi ke blk ari ahad?
moon: a'ah.. ahad.
mama: last class ari ape?
moon: kamis. mlm tu ade exam.. pastu tkde class dah.
mama: ni abah nk ajk g amek kt penang.. kesian kt anak die blk lmbt...
moon: eh tkyh laa... wtpe.. alaa lgpon jumaat ade keje kne wt observation utk research kt general hospital penang... alaa lg 2ari je nk tggu ahad.. bknnye lame pon... tkpe..
mama: jumaat tu ade keje sampai pukul bape? klu blk malam tk bley?
moon: mesti smpai ptg... ala tkpelah ma.. tkyh la amek. wt nyusah je.. lgpon boleh adek wt keje sabtu ahad. nt blk tk byk keje dah...
mama: hmmmm.... ada kawan tak? kang nanti kena tinggal sorg2 kang.
moon: ade2.. alaa ramai je blk lmbt.. roomate adik blk ari ahad jgk. tkpe, ade kwn.
mama: btol nih? kg sume org blk, kne dok sorg2 kt usm..
moon: taklah... btol.. ade kwn... dun worry..

then bile msuk ari Kamis.:---
mlmnye tibe2 my grupmate ckp plan utk ari jumaat cancel cuz manager company tu busy. Ohmen... wadda... ok tkpe lg....

then bile tbe ari jumaat:---
sorg2 kwn ak dh blah... tggallah lg beberape org yg blk ari sabtu..
mlm jumaat tu tbe2 rumate ak ckp die tk jd blk ahad, die blk ari sabtu..
time tu baru ak tersedar yg I'm gonna be home alone!

then bile ari sabtu...
semua org dh blk....
tgk kt fb sume kwn2 post status dh smpai umah..
waa.a..a.... seyes jeles n cdey....
oppa zul bce status sadis ak kt fb, die offer ajk ikut die g tmpt keje die kt starbucks.
mmg sgt baik ati beliau kerana ingin temani sy yg rse mcm jaoh di perantauan nih..

tp sy plak rse mls mauu ikut sbb die keje ptg smpai lewat mlm...nyway thx bro..
jd tinggallah ak dlm blik ni sorg melayani diri sendiri..
kononnya ckp kt mama nak stay boleh lak wat keje...
tp for the whole day ak - tgk korean series you're beautiful, tgk japan anime K-On, lyn fb, lyn youtube yg tbe2 bley dibuka trhu usm-secure wifi yg sekian lame telah di block, tbe2 leh gne? aneh..

sunyi gile kat sini...
tgh mlm kul 12.30 ak kol mama n abah...
tbe2 rse sedih... hehe.. *sorg2 emo lebih..
sbrnye klu boleh ak tk nk gtaw yg ak sorg, cuz nt mak ak pny risau smcm...
tp last2 tk thn jgk, nk gk kol gtaw.. smbil teresak mnhan tangis..
btol la ak agk, pas mama thu die punye risau sampai tak kasik kua toilet. ohmen??
huhuhu... suruh tdo cpt2, tkyh kua masuk bilik lg... ohh ok..baik2...
ak ok kan saje ape yg mama ckp... hehe but the thing is sejak bulan pose ni I can't sleep selagi belom subuh... hmm hari ahad pon dh menjelma, tinggal lg lebih kurg 15jam lg utk ak blk..
hope ok2 saja di sini.. rock on!


hmmmm kesimpulannya, klu mak ckp ape, kte ikut je. sbb salunye ape die ckp,ape yg dorg rase pasti akan berlaku.. tgk lah mcm cite cdey ak nih.. mama ak dh risau kalau ak tggal sorg2, skali btol2 ia blaku,,,

aja aja fighting ya!

i just came back from mid night movie with my gurlfriends.. aja,aja,ayu.
there were four of us. hanging out to the queensbay mall.
it was unplanned plan.

today was kinda suck for ajar shar and her roommate, hajar. (same name).
aja shar was having bad stomach-ache since yesterday. So it has been 2 days. This afternoon she went to meet the doctor. and it was horrifying when the doctor suspected she was having intestine, usus problem or batu karang. she was suspended for a while in the Pusat Kesihatan USM ward. she even got injection twice. Luckily after a few hours, the doctor let her go back hostel as her condition getting better.

while the second hajar, never thought another bad thing was waiting for her.
supposedly she should be in KL right now, but she missed her flight on 3pm! how pity on her...
she got an appointment with her doctor in KL at 5pm. and even worst, her family was waiting for her with a cake to celebrate her belated birthday... much more pitiful...

so it turned out a plan for us to go out and have fun. much important is to cheer up hajar...
then we went out celebrated her belated birthday at Secret Recipe, the four of us bought contact lense (for the first in our life!), snapping picture everywhere, n watched The Socerer's Apprentice! it was so worth it!

for aja shar, get well soon dear! n for hajar, dun be sad babe...epy belated bday! hope u'r hepy. :)


here are some picture. :)




ok thats all. very lazy to upload some more pitcha.
tomorrow's plan : go sedim,kedah waterfall! so must sleep now. hope tomorrow will be fun fun fun n fun n more fun.

pls stop it,heart

I can't lie to myself anymore.
yea I'm going to admit that.
I'm not happy.
feel like a hole in my chest.
something lost.
miserable in me.

So long haven't update this blog.

I've been feeling very lousy to write.
I've been through with so many feeling, swing away with different mood,

yet at the end of the day, always end up with a smile. :)

Talk to him every night, before fly away with dream never failed to help me sleep in peace.

although just hearing his voice through the phone...

aAaAAAAHHhHhH~~~~~
ape jiwang gile babas nih?
after so long tk tulis blog, mcm kaku tangan ni nk menaip.

dh 2 minggu utk sem 1 sidang 2010/2011 USM berlalu.
bru 2mggu kot, tapi aku rase mcm dah kt 2bulan dok usm.
sbb semuanya rase macam masih seperti dulu...
di kelilingi kawan2 yg same, hang out, lepak, sembang, ngn diorang.
tu yg rse mcm typical the past semesters I've been through..
Well, they always be the best friends for me and I know they are the one will always be there for me.. thanks kawan2ku. korg sgt cool!

alamak dh kul 8mlm! lom maghrib lg. gotta go! catch u later...