Mama

"Mama"

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free, 

Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be, 

Ever other day I crossed the line, I didn't mean to be so bad, 

I never thought you would become the friend I never had, 

Back then I didn't know why, why you were misunderstood, 

So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love, 

Mama I love you, Mama I care, 

Mama I love you, Mama my friend, 

My friend 

I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now, 

Every little thing you said and did was right for me, 

I had alot of time to think about, about the way I used to be, 

Never had a sense of my responsibilty 

Back then I didn't know why, why you were misunderstood, 

So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love, 

Mama I love you, Mama I care, 

Mama I love you, Mama my friend, 

My friend 

But now I'm sure I know why, why you were misunderstood, 

So now I see through your eyes, all I can give you is love, 

Mama I love you, Mama I care, 

Mama I love you, Mama my friend, 

My friend 

Mama I love you, Mama I care, 

Mama I love you, Mama my friend, 

My friend

Tears on my eyes when  I was listening to this song, MAMA by Spice Girls playing on the radio at this night hours. The lyric is indeed how I felt.

I miss you so much Mama. and of course you too my dear abah.

*homesick mode*